As I was holding Lincoln as he fell asleep tonight in his room, I was relishing the moment. Even though part of me want to slip away after less than a minute of cuddling, to get to who knows what, thankfully the smarter part of me told myself to relax. To relish. To be present. And it was bliss. 3 1/2 year olds are amazing, and I hope someway that I can always have one in my life. But as I was laying there I decided to add one more goal, to an already lengthy list for 2012.
Here is my current list of goals:
::To launch a new product I have been working on since November
::To begin my Doula training
::To strengthen my core in preparation for the next baby
::To pay off Stephen's student loan
::To finish our house reno's
::To blog 1 -2 times a month, including pictures and then to print the blog in book form by the time Linc is 5 (14 months away)
I don't think I have ever entered a year with so much anticipation. Maybe its my age, maybe its having 2 little ones, maybe its feeling like we are slowly gaining some momentum. Whatever it is, I'll take it.